It is soooo awesome and refreshing when you not only know the calling that God has on your life, the purposes for which you are on this earth, but when you are actually fulfilling the calling(s) or purpose(s) for your life! We live in a time where it pays to know God and have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ because simply put...this world is definitely upside down! But all that is happening in the world is no surprise because the Bible has these events that have happened since the beginning of time written somewhere in its pages. I am not ashamed of the Gospel of Jesus Christ and as He wills me I will spread the Gospel wherever he leads me. It hurts me to see others lost, bound, and blinded when they don't have to be. As a Christian-like a real Christian-lol, God has equipped me to be able to speak life into the hearts of man. God is raising up a remnant in this generation, when others have said we were a lost cause. Call me a fanatic, call me a Holy roller, but the good thing is that it doesn't matter what people call me as long as I am about my Father's business and I hear him CALL me to eternal life:)

TO SETTLE IS TO SUFFER...IN VAIN.: INTELLECT

TO SETTLE IS TO SUFFER...IN VAIN.: INTELLECT: "I remember it like it was yesterday..the day I discovered I was in love with Intellect. Intellect knew just the right things to say, the rig..."

INTELLECT

I remember it like it was yesterday..the day I discovered I was in love with Intellect. Intellect knew just the right things to say, the right moves to make. Intellect refused to go fast-even for my lack of patience sake! Ooohhh and when Intellect caressed my mind with challenges to the lobes of my brain, when Intellect made love to my mind over and over and over again until I climaxed only to come back down on a soft bed of silence as Intellect began to LISTEN to what I had to say and Intellect had the nerve to be able to repeat everything I said back to me! WHAT??!! Intellect must be from an island in the middle of nowhere where there is only one of this kind cuz baby...when Intellect speaks my heart flutters, my tongue stutters. Man Intellect will make you wanna lose your religion and gain more of it at the same time...huh?? Oh yes Intellect has my attention, got me definitely feeling like I'm ready to ride its definition into the next dimension. When intellect speaks-I get so...weak in the knees I can hardly speak, I lose...ok ok so I'll get up off that song cuz it's already been written but Intellect definitely just gave it the remix and added to it a new verse! See Intellect keeps it real, got me going back for triple portions of what it's serving in its six course meal-what's the deal? Intellect got me forgetting I'm a freakin' gangsta man-got me feeling like I'm already in the promised land, I'm just sayin'. Intellect it's really not a question of if I will wrap up with you forever in and out, in and out of time-it's just a matter of when God says do you take Intellect to have and to hold, for better or for worse...aint no need to rehearse cuz my heart has played Intellect's verse a million times-in and out of time.

HEYYY!! TELL CNN-I'M BACK YO!

Somehow I had forgotten how liberating writing can be! The beauty of beginning with a blank slate and being able to move your arm across it for ever and a day is, is orgasmic!! I had forgotten how when during a period in my life it seemed as though I had noone to talk to but God, how I fell in love with the release I felt as my pen moved across the paper.The paper demands no fee for its time, it's just...free and freely it allows me to be-simply me! For all of those who began my journey with me years ago through my writing...I'M BACK!

WATCH MY HIPS

Traveling flows from my heart into my bloodstream back to my heart once more. The next phase of my life appears to be traveling combined with my love for people and strong desire to see people set free from their bondages of religion, sin, tradition, fear, etc. Yes I am a true evangelical sojourner set and ready for action! All I see and want to see is joy unspeakable leaping from the souls of man because they have come to know true freedom as I have. I am the Moses of this generation in a sense screaming aloud, "LET MY PEOPLE GO!" So I in a sense don't have any time for the simple cares of this world that others are choosing to be consumed by because they are indeed a waste of the time that is quickly winding up. Whatever will be, will be. I am not chasing friendships,relationships,love, nor will I chase dreams. I am living THE dream I am walking in my purpose. If those other things happen to want to join me along the way-then so be it.If not, they can watch the natural sway of my hips as I continue to walk into my destiny!

FREEDOM

One doesn't truly know freedom until one is truly free. Freedom in and of itself is the means by which hope allows a tired and weary breath to escape instead of remaining imprisoned by other's shackles of expectations. You see somewhere between Africa and Europe conception was conceived and the hope of the impossible being birthed was perceived. It was even before I felt purpose leap inside my womb that I dared to press, dared to perservere because you see all I've got is the plan of God for my life before the creation of this world. All I've got is the fact that God has told me that all things work together for my good because I love him and I'm called according to his purpose. All I've got....is these ears that no longer hear anything birthed from "mother nature" ears that only perk up to the supernatural because this thing inside of me sure aint natural! I have been in labor for what seems like forever and there's no turning back, it's time to push and I've been so used to being the nurse, Doctor, and tech. that I cannot even comprehend that there is available staff trained and ready to receive and nurture what I birth forth from this supernatural birth canal. I've become numb to pain, expectant of it because of course there is no such thing as a life without pain right? So as I scream out in pain with a sound that scares the devil himself, I ask the question...when Lord when? All of creation is waiting...when Lord when?