I'M IN THE BIRTHING POSITION!!

My legs are spread, my body in the birthing position
what I am about to birth has not even been mentioned
tell the newspapers to get ready cuz this will be worth printin'
On my back fakers think I'm slippin'
But I'm just in the birthin' position

Ms. Williams where are you? I've been in hybernation
Layed prostrate in consecration
Ready to give birth to a Picasso in the makin'
the whole nation is shakin
in anticipation
All of creation is waitin...

It's in the birthin' position that your true friends are discovered
it's in this position that your dreams and visions are recovered
Who is meant to be in place to help me give birth-simply-will be
Only the ones who from the beginning of time, looked at me BUT SAW ME
Oh baby it's time!

Time to align, give birth to God's divine...
purposes for my life
and while I'm in labor I say thank you...
thank you so much for the knife
placed in my heart in attempts to crucify it with strife

While I'm in labor I say I am thankful for all the test and trials
For the times when I had noone to run with me but God-yet I still ran for miles

While I'm in labor I press on and continue to pray for all
While I'm on my back I still stand tall
and I'll stand as tall as the tallest tree
So while the winds blow and the storms rage-I'm cool because God has hidden me

Until now...

NOW I give birth! I cry out in pain but not in vain
Because every tear cried was water for the garden of my victory
No matter what the enemy does-I am who I am because God has already paid that fee
Baby this aint no imitation talkin'-this is indeed-ME!

MS. WILLIAMS YOU MAY NOW....PUSH!!!!!!!!!!

They tell me I'm half woman half man
nurturing like a woman
laid back and free like a man
I just call it how I see
a spade is a spade-I'm just sayin'

I try to be as straight forward as possible
letting it be known that since I have a purpose-I'm unstoppable
They say be dainty and paint on a pretty face
I say, no need for intimidation-I know my place
Me trying to take over a man's role-definitely not the case
I just happen to walk with a confident pace
Determined to finish this race
So please, relax-your jock strap is safe

I walk with my back straight and never bent
I am the apple of God's eye-without a doubt, heaven sent
the scent
that I wear is called FREE!
Because who the Son has set free-is free indeed!

While I'm waiting...

So I am still in the waiting, stand still season in my life and for a moment I begin to ask God, "When God When?" I started to feel as though I'd come to a screeching halt in my life and that I was not where I desired to be at this point in my life. I didn't necessarily feel like a failure because I'm in God and there is no failure in God. I just felt like my life was in freeze mode. God just kept saying to me at different times that I was right where he placed me and I would think, what????? I am in preparation mode. Preparation for ministry, for marriage, for the calling he's placed on my life-just preparation. God is working on me in the area of patience. I never realized how much help I needed in this area until I was placed in this season where I'm told to WAIT God out...and then wait some more. Patience is key in just about every area of life. The lack of patience will cause you to rush and possibly make mistakes. I ask God daily for the grace to wait and to trust him more and more because life right now for me is a big WAIT!LOL! But while I'm waiting God is maturing my character and He led me to read I and II Timothy which is great instruction for how the child of God should  conduct themselves in ministry. God's Word is great for rebuke, correction, instruction, and encouragement! I dare you to let it be the blueprint for your life:)